Silent pain and happines
"God bless silent pain and happiness"
The weather is very nice in UK these days, something over 20 degrees during the afternoon. The days are already long and beautiful. It was nice to stay back these days. I saw the transformation of the city, from the cold weather from the 1st days to people laying in the grass latter on.
crazy thought
"Green grass, blue eyes, gray sky..."
For all the thing I was supposed to do I did not manage to make them all. I kept the focus on the main ones. I am writing these during my trip to Oxford to talk with Vasile. In the end of the day it sounds as i will really return there for a while.
My stomach has suffered a lot. Yesterday night, at about 9pm in UK time, was literally the hell. It is calming down slowly.
The conference in Grece promisses to be good even though i did not manage to give my best this time. The combination of poor resources, crazy thoughts and deep stomachache made the challenge harder. In the end i did not struggle as i should, but the little i did was well done.
It was very nice to live with Newton in the end. Very reliable friend... It is a bit sad that i left it in the middle, but pleasant that every thing went on fine and smoothly (not that smooth ).
So, now i am skecthing the last details of my masterplan. This is being designed to include a interesting trade-off between personal and proffessional life. This will probably be decomposed in phases, while phase 1 will probably take 2 years... Here i am on the road again...
Even though i am sure i will come to london many more times in life, i wont live here anymore. This is one phase lived. I was remind these days that the plan was to live in Londn and Paris. I have also applied to a job in Paris in 2006 but i did not get it. It happens sometimes...
Indeed, it is not all bad. This can poit to things, one you are under qualified, or two, you are over qualified. Smart managers would hire neither of them. Over qualified people are as bad as under qualified, of couse, exceptions exist.
I think i should be writing about more relevant things. Deeper thoughts. But i try to keep myself shallow. In the end, i keep myself in the shadow of the old Douglas. It is somethig that is pretty much scaring me know, i cant beat me the old doulgas. I dont look as young a b4. I dont have the same energy.
Shadows, Shallows, Deepen, Apologies, Concerns...
In the end what comes to my mind is only LET IT BE....
The weather is very nice in UK these days, something over 20 degrees during the afternoon. The days are already long and beautiful. It was nice to stay back these days. I saw the transformation of the city, from the cold weather from the 1st days to people laying in the grass latter on.
crazy thought
"Green grass, blue eyes, gray sky..."
For all the thing I was supposed to do I did not manage to make them all. I kept the focus on the main ones. I am writing these during my trip to Oxford to talk with Vasile. In the end of the day it sounds as i will really return there for a while.
My stomach has suffered a lot. Yesterday night, at about 9pm in UK time, was literally the hell. It is calming down slowly.
The conference in Grece promisses to be good even though i did not manage to give my best this time. The combination of poor resources, crazy thoughts and deep stomachache made the challenge harder. In the end i did not struggle as i should, but the little i did was well done.
It was very nice to live with Newton in the end. Very reliable friend... It is a bit sad that i left it in the middle, but pleasant that every thing went on fine and smoothly (not that smooth ).
So, now i am skecthing the last details of my masterplan. This is being designed to include a interesting trade-off between personal and proffessional life. This will probably be decomposed in phases, while phase 1 will probably take 2 years... Here i am on the road again...
Even though i am sure i will come to london many more times in life, i wont live here anymore. This is one phase lived. I was remind these days that the plan was to live in Londn and Paris. I have also applied to a job in Paris in 2006 but i did not get it. It happens sometimes...
Indeed, it is not all bad. This can poit to things, one you are under qualified, or two, you are over qualified. Smart managers would hire neither of them. Over qualified people are as bad as under qualified, of couse, exceptions exist.
I think i should be writing about more relevant things. Deeper thoughts. But i try to keep myself shallow. In the end, i keep myself in the shadow of the old Douglas. It is somethig that is pretty much scaring me know, i cant beat me the old doulgas. I dont look as young a b4. I dont have the same energy.
Shadows, Shallows, Deepen, Apologies, Concerns...
In the end what comes to my mind is only LET IT BE....
